Self Help

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Paulie's Project: 6 songs for 6 months Self Help


released June 18, 2015

Phoebe Castles / PCastles is Paula Castillo
all songs are written by Paula Castillo in her room at her parents' house.



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Track Name: New Year's
A party for five, on a new years eve
makes me so lonely
but what the heck, I've got company
it's just me without you

A drink for two on a sunday afternoon
I have planned ahead
wished that my life isn't dead
wished that my life isn't dead

Then maybe after, we'll go back to your place
we will nap instead
of wanting to hug and to kiss
than wanting to hug and to kiss
Track Name: Cookie Candy
I offered you a cookie, you declined and said you were thirsty
sugar coated, candy
oh why would you reject me
Track Name: That 70s Song
Eric's s such a twizzler, such a skinny fuck
I've seen Donna red, blonde and black
Kelso's such a dum-dum in his tiny clothes
and I'm in love with Hyde's Led Zeppelin shirts
oh, I'm in love with Hyde's Led Zeppelin shirts!

I wonder if Mila likes some pizza?
and where the heck is Fez in this song?
Track Name: Blue Sweater / Song No. 7
My room is filled with dust
just like my lungs
when I do think of you

Your cheeks so soft and white
arm stretched wide
reaching for you, in many ways

Your shirt is very blue
I only think of you
in mornings with dew

I have to meet you soon
about in an hour
and I feel so happy
I will see you darling
Track Name: And Who
I am tired of wasted summer days
of wasted summer afternoons
taking naps all day

I am tired of going to shows
drinking a bottle of beer
and spending all my dough

and I get sad when I don't see you around
I just see a bunch of our friends
and they just fuck around

and I get sad when I don't see you around
I wanna say hi to you
and maybe you'd say hi back

I just don't want to be another page in your book
Track Name: Waiting Sux, Man
Cut my hair too short today and I wanna grow it back
ate all all of the food at the pantry, dud at all the sacks
did all the best that I can, googled ways on how to handle it

I guess I have to wait

Told you to pick me up from school, after class
but when I got out of the gates you weren't there, what the heck??
4:30, I said but you weren't there

I guess I have to wait

I remember when I was about 10 or 11
I wanted to have longer hair and a bigger set of tits
but I have to wait, my mother told me that I have to wait

I guess I have to wait